<Torture>

If you can shout pain out,
That is not pain.
If you can describe you hate,
That is not hate.
If you can complain of torture,
That is not torture.

You are being haunted by it,
You want to overcome it,
You want another chance,
You cant let it go,

Yet you dont know why you are being haunted by it,
Yet you dont know how to overcome it,
Yet you dont know why another chance need to be given.
Yet you dont know why you cant let go.

You feel it always yet dare not to admit,
You look forward to it yet always scare to move on,
You think of it, yet dare not to think deeper,
You know all about it, yet you dont know anything,
You want to retrieve, but there is no chance.

You know it is abstract, yet you are here still reading it!