Simple

;That is not what I always wish for, it’s what I have always dreamt of and it is what I dream to share it with you. You inspired me with the idea, you always talk about being the simple you, and I want to be as simple as possible with you.

Are you living the life you yourself truly enjoying now? I am always sure that you will be able to cope well with your friends, something that you used to be worrying and telling me about. You seem to be happy. No, I am not keeping track of your life; there are still some people who tell me about you, occasionally.

Months from now, I shall be leaving the here, a place where we reunited from another part of the country, and eventually got separated. Reluctant to not being able to live with our memories and a little bit hope anymore is the hardest part of it.

How I wish…

solely,
me2who

Feel

How to define ones feeling, how do i know how am i feeling today and how can i know how am i feeling inside. How do i know how actually you feel today? Do you actually know how you feel?

One looks happy in the blog, one looks gorgeous in the outfit, is one really happy and gorgeous inside? Confused I am, but its a confusion or its refusal to the truth?





solely,
me2who

Not so reality

A call, I received, directed me to a restaurant. A cake was seen, it was not the cake that melted my heart, it was the lady who was holding it. Cant remember how many candles were there on it, but the sweet smiles, which I have never forgotten since the first time I saw it, made the moment so special.

A lady with shoulder length hair, wearing a paper-made-crown-hat, was walking towards me, no she did not say anything. After passing me the cake, she turned and walked away. What I could see was only her back. "Happy Birthday" was the last and only I heard out of her mouth.

No, I did not chase up or do anything. The situation was unexpected and unpredictable. It was not about what physical action or reaction should I express, it was about how warm I feel inside, of which I wish both of us feel similar.



solely,
me2who

Drink

Lately, i have not been sleeping accordingly to when i am suppose to sleep. Busy with some researches.

I need a break, need a drink or two, perhaps a clubbing weekend.

solely,
me2who

Doggie

It has turned from pink to brown, well to be exact its very dirty.

solely,
me2who

Close Yet Far

You walked in front of me not knowing that its me, the me who was inches away from you, the closest we were since the last time we were closest.

You, who seemed to have changed entirely, in a positve manner, was so close yet so far away.
I, who have so called moved on, were scare of what's gonna happen next.

Well, nothing happened. I vanished, making it an usual day for you and a bitter for me.

It shall not work out, anymore.

solely,
me2who

Reality

I knew it was going to happen,
I was unsure of my next step,
I decided to stop walking ahead,
I thought it should be a good choice,
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Years later
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I realized I look back frequently,
I found out that I am reluctant,
I should have stepped ahead,
I regretted...every second in my life.


solely,
me2who

Today

Like is jz unpredictable, it seems to be so nice, then eventually turned out to be something else. Funny and funny, lol! ya know, its 2nd May, again, kinda a day which is stamped on me.


solely,
me2who